The days

When i finally read it

.. the blog that i have been secretly searching for the past year. The blog which I didn't know for sure exist. Yes I found it. And every word makes my heart ache in guilt for what I have caused.
(This active voice writing style brings back memories of zen's blog) I cannot help but imagine how you felt while typing away.

I will fly to you when you need me. Tear down every nickname or words which you dislike. I will write every single day as long as there is a comp around me and spill every minute of my boring day.

I live in memories too. Memories of you and me. Of us. I have never been more honest with you nor myself before. But tonight, the words just come flowing even though I was so lost. You believe in destiny. If this is a trick destiny is playing upon us, it is one nasty trick.I wish everyday was like the first day we saw each other.And while my words begin to lose coherence, my heart has found a path thats lighted. From here onwards, in this journey that I wish will last a lifetime, you words will lead me and I will do anything. Nothing is worth more than this.

The 40 steps to your doorstep have left their footprints in my heart, never to be washed away by any waves. I just pray, to whom i know not, that you sleep with a smile tonight, free from emotional whirlpool I have sent you into.

Why this nasty trick upon us... ...

posted by zente @ 11:58 AM